Slept at 4am yesterday nite... trying to finish alll my stuff.. but once again... not a very pleasant result. Thot i know everything and understand.. but... hiaz.. dunno wat's wrong. Didn't have enuf sleep.. and thanx judith, for waking me up 15 min earlier with the incoming msg before my alarm rang.. haaa.. (my precious 15 min..=p)

Slept in the library after my test for like 45min.. really couldn't take it. Then started to study for my fri test. Came back home after lecture.. wanted to sleep but can't bring myself to bed... study again. I'm going mad..

Recieved a reply from my sec sch best fren. Emailed her the other day after we lost contact for almost a yr. Quite sad... but thank God i finally found her email address when i saw one of my other sec sch fren online... And he has it. The last i knew was when she told me she's gg to aust to study but after a few mths, someone told me that she was back in s'pore. Wondering why she was back so soon and why she didn't contact me when she's back and i also daren't call her up to ask her. Thot she was angry with me.. for wat reason, i dunno.. juz being sensitive=p. Cos juz felt weird that she didn't contact me since we were very very close since sec 1. Anyway, thru her email, realised that alot of things had happened to her until she was at the verge of committing suicide. She actually dropped out halfway thru' her studies in aust due to some problems and came back and many other things happened... so when she was back.. she was trying to avoid everyone. That's the reason why she never looked me up. Regretted. =( Shld have taken the initiative to call her up. So many times, wanted to.. but juz didn't do it. Sighhh... Who knows, during the lowest moment of her life.. she might juz come to know God. Has actually tried a few times to reach out to her during my sec sch days.

Anyway, am glad to hear that she's doing well now in aust.. she managed to pull herself together and went back to her studies. Happy for her. Glad that i haven't lost a fren. =)