OhmYgOsH!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

Amazing that i can still blog during this period when i have sooooo many things to study.. have not even touched my thur paper.. needless to say the rest. Hiaz... Ok la.. fri one touched 2 chapters out of 16. Anyway, juz need to dis-stress la.. keep looking at my books.. i'll die. This afternoon.. when i was studying in school after my morn paper.. my eyes went blurry.. thot i'm going to go blind.. haa.. wash oredi still blur.. was so scared. Guess i was too tired.. thank God it went off after a while. =)

Anyway, 2 papers down.. 3 more to go. Sat paper was very bad.. but not that worried cos everyone finds it difficult too. Today?? Guess what?!!?? I teared today after my paper. How bad can it get. Sigh..=( The paper was easy.. and not that i dunno how to do.. i know i did my best and definetely understand much more than when i did for my test... but i forgot alot of stuff when i did the paper today and guess i lost alot of marks. Juz afraid that i'll fail.. since it's such an easy paper and everyone sure know how to do. Super super depressed especially when i see all my frenz feeling so confident about this paper.. and i juz teared. Dare not cry infront of them la. Anyway, now what i'm praying for is juz leniency of marking.. there's nothing i can do now.. what's done is done.

Hiaz.. me cried on sunday too.. was bothered and affected by some stuff..was quite affected by it the whole of sat nite and the whole of sun.. and at the thot of it i juz cried. Quite emotional la.. but guess it's added up and plus my exams... real real stress!!

I juz hope it'll be over soon.. really looking forward to youth camp and fever 100.

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home