So many thoughts in my mind but it's hard to express it. Things definitely haven't been going well for me. It has really been a tough time for me since last month but it has gotten worse this month and actually this week was the toughest time. Was really on the verge of breaking down. Everything just seems wrong plus with all the tests, assignments and projects due, it adds on to it and was really a stressful time for me. Have been crying myself to sleep for a few nites this week. The whole week has been a prayerful one but it has not been easy bcos it wasn't easy to focus at all.. But as the day goes by, i felt better but things have not really been solved. But thank God for his strength to bring me through the whole week.. with all the late nights and working till the wee hours like 5am. Another tough week coming ahead (but dun think will be as bad).. More strength Lord!! =)

Juz saw one of my results online for one of my test.. thank God that I did pretty well. =) But looking at the overall of the rest of the class, still not as good. Guess i misinterpreted some questions. But still glad for that result.

Juz realised something this week... my mum actually goes out of the house at 5plus in the morning everyday!!! WOW!!! That's really early and she will only come back at 9plus in the nite. So poor thing!!! xin ku ni le, mama.. Got to work so hard.. but as a good daughter, i have been trying to help in the housework when i have the time. Trying.. but difficult cos of my school work. =p

Weekends have started to be boring.. everyone seems to be having their own agenda and it's juz so sick.. =( Anyway, today juz went right back home after morning service... for the first time.. didn't have my lunch around the church area. Ate at the coffeeshop at my house downstairs. Then juz slept for 3 hrs in the afternoon. Weeee... so nice!!!