It felt so terrible to be tired but not able to get to sleep, knowing that you got wake up at 830am. This happened to me!! My eyes were still wide open at 330am even though i have oredi kept yawning since 12am. Yesterday night was bad.. the coffee that i drank took effect and i only fell asleep between 430 - 530am. Felt so tired the whole day and the afternoon nap wasn't enough. =(
Anyway, another wk has come to the end. A brand new week again... of me having to find programs. haaa.. hmmm... tomorrow will be bad.. mum not working.. and think she's gonna be at home and me... no program which means i'm going to hear alot of nagging. heee.. think i better start packing my stuff the first thing i wake up so she has nothing to say. =p
Pls pray for that i'll be able to get the part time job i applied for and they will be able to take me for the full 3 mths.. and that they will get back to me like by this coming week, if not i'll be really bored to tears. Found 2 books that i havent read before, one that i bought last yr, so will start reading that book first. The other one.. hmmm.. dun seems very useful to me now.. haaa...was a christmas present given by a few youths.
Anyway, a few pple have asked me to really get down to pray after my exams for God's direction for some stuff in my life. Haven't really done that.. hmmm... i really need the discipline to do it soon.. Everytime i pray, will always forget about praying abt this. Think i seriously need to wait upon God and seek Him and learn to hear from Him. =)
Ooo... anyway, was so proud of myself again..muahahaa.. this time round, i went to cut my hair by myself. muahahaaa.. first time in my life.. i did it!! Have actually did a few stuff by myself for the first time juz within this mth. For those who knows me well enough will know that i'm a dependent person.. i'll die if u ask me to do things alone. haaa.. like eating at a coffeeshop alone. i'll rather not eat if i got to do that.. but i did it this mth too. Hmmm.. coded from the emirates advertistisement: "when was the last time u did something for the first time?" Think i've improved abit on my dependency.. guess cos everyone around me seems so busy and i dun even dare to ask them to accompany me and so decided to do things by myself. Hmmm.. wasn't that bad after all, being alone sometimes but it still good to have frenz around to accompany u most of the time. hee.=)
Anyway, another wk has come to the end. A brand new week again... of me having to find programs. haaa.. hmmm... tomorrow will be bad.. mum not working.. and think she's gonna be at home and me... no program which means i'm going to hear alot of nagging. heee.. think i better start packing my stuff the first thing i wake up so she has nothing to say. =p
Pls pray for that i'll be able to get the part time job i applied for and they will be able to take me for the full 3 mths.. and that they will get back to me like by this coming week, if not i'll be really bored to tears. Found 2 books that i havent read before, one that i bought last yr, so will start reading that book first. The other one.. hmmm.. dun seems very useful to me now.. haaa...was a christmas present given by a few youths.
Anyway, a few pple have asked me to really get down to pray after my exams for God's direction for some stuff in my life. Haven't really done that.. hmmm... i really need the discipline to do it soon.. Everytime i pray, will always forget about praying abt this. Think i seriously need to wait upon God and seek Him and learn to hear from Him. =)
Ooo... anyway, was so proud of myself again..muahahaa.. this time round, i went to cut my hair by myself. muahahaaa.. first time in my life.. i did it!! Have actually did a few stuff by myself for the first time juz within this mth. For those who knows me well enough will know that i'm a dependent person.. i'll die if u ask me to do things alone. haaa.. like eating at a coffeeshop alone. i'll rather not eat if i got to do that.. but i did it this mth too. Hmmm.. coded from the emirates advertistisement: "when was the last time u did something for the first time?" Think i've improved abit on my dependency.. guess cos everyone around me seems so busy and i dun even dare to ask them to accompany me and so decided to do things by myself. Hmmm.. wasn't that bad after all, being alone sometimes but it still good to have frenz around to accompany u most of the time. hee.=)
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