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Things hasn't been going well for me for the past few days. Can't sleep well, got myself into trouble and so many things unsettled. And today dunno what happened to me... everything just went wrong during my practical session. I kept flooding my experiment area. Was doing reflux and used a pump and tubes so can recycle the water for refluxing. First: Forgot to insert the rubber tubing to the pump and water just shot out from the bucket flooding the whole floor. One guy sitting next to me got a mop and mop the area. Second: Set up my apparatus wrongly forgot to switch on all the things. Third: Shifted the position of my bucket not realising that the rubber tubing came out of the bucket.. walked away for a while and came back seeing my whole fume hood being flooded with water. Even my lab manual was wet. Fourth: Was clearing up, again not realising that the rubber tubing was out of the bucket, this time round flooded the floor again. Got to take mop and bucket to dry up the place. Fifth: Did one part of my experiment wrongly and redid it then when about done, accidentally realeased the oxygen inside causing a drop in volume. Gave up and fake my answer. Sixth: Started on a new experiment, when everyone else's acid was oredi boiling vigourously and mine wasn't even tho' it was boiled for a very long time.. Why? Cos i forgot to put in boiling chips. Sighhh.. Seventh: Thank God there wasn't a seventh thing that i done wrong. But amazingly i was one of the first few who finishes the experiment earlier and my yield was higher than the rest even tho' so many crazy things happened.
Anyway, was glad for sun morning service. Took really long time in my bathroom that morning cos couldnt get to sleep the nite before and only manage to fall asleep at abt 4am. So need to bathe longer to refresh myself. While i was bathing and getting ready to go for service.. i dunno why, but i was thinking that what if today's message is going to be about forgiveness and something to that extent, how am i going to respond. And tah dah!!! The message was on unforgiveness. It spoke to me.. it's so true that many times i have put pple in the prison of mine and that we tend to keep every thing that pple done to us and little by little it ballooned and when we couldn't take it anymore, we explode even tho' it was something small that the other party has done wrong. There was an altar call... tho' I went out, i still struggle. It still need to be activated.. haa.. but it's isn't easy. I guess it takes time and anger dun go off just like that. I know myself well abt the anger part... that's why i struggled so much to go down to the altar. It's always not easy to let go for whatever reason. Guess right now, all i have to do is to LET GO AND LET GOD. Will settle that issue soon hopefully.
Okie doks.. gotta do my research liao. Tomorrow will be a better day hopefully. but i doubt so. =(
Things hasn't been going well for me for the past few days. Can't sleep well, got myself into trouble and so many things unsettled. And today dunno what happened to me... everything just went wrong during my practical session. I kept flooding my experiment area. Was doing reflux and used a pump and tubes so can recycle the water for refluxing. First: Forgot to insert the rubber tubing to the pump and water just shot out from the bucket flooding the whole floor. One guy sitting next to me got a mop and mop the area. Second: Set up my apparatus wrongly forgot to switch on all the things. Third: Shifted the position of my bucket not realising that the rubber tubing came out of the bucket.. walked away for a while and came back seeing my whole fume hood being flooded with water. Even my lab manual was wet. Fourth: Was clearing up, again not realising that the rubber tubing was out of the bucket, this time round flooded the floor again. Got to take mop and bucket to dry up the place. Fifth: Did one part of my experiment wrongly and redid it then when about done, accidentally realeased the oxygen inside causing a drop in volume. Gave up and fake my answer. Sixth: Started on a new experiment, when everyone else's acid was oredi boiling vigourously and mine wasn't even tho' it was boiled for a very long time.. Why? Cos i forgot to put in boiling chips. Sighhh.. Seventh: Thank God there wasn't a seventh thing that i done wrong. But amazingly i was one of the first few who finishes the experiment earlier and my yield was higher than the rest even tho' so many crazy things happened.
Anyway, was glad for sun morning service. Took really long time in my bathroom that morning cos couldnt get to sleep the nite before and only manage to fall asleep at abt 4am. So need to bathe longer to refresh myself. While i was bathing and getting ready to go for service.. i dunno why, but i was thinking that what if today's message is going to be about forgiveness and something to that extent, how am i going to respond. And tah dah!!! The message was on unforgiveness. It spoke to me.. it's so true that many times i have put pple in the prison of mine and that we tend to keep every thing that pple done to us and little by little it ballooned and when we couldn't take it anymore, we explode even tho' it was something small that the other party has done wrong. There was an altar call... tho' I went out, i still struggle. It still need to be activated.. haa.. but it's isn't easy. I guess it takes time and anger dun go off just like that. I know myself well abt the anger part... that's why i struggled so much to go down to the altar. It's always not easy to let go for whatever reason. Guess right now, all i have to do is to LET GO AND LET GOD. Will settle that issue soon hopefully.
Okie doks.. gotta do my research liao. Tomorrow will be a better day hopefully. but i doubt so. =(
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